Scared Moi!

I had a lot of days off this last few days. Then I did a night shift last night. The result? I feel so terrible. I was so tired and can't open my eyes. So what I did was fill up my system with cups of  co fees. I don't want to end up kick and punch by my patient especially I had a murderous patient last night. My patent's history is obsessive compulsive schizophrenic and shot his mum with a shotgun when he was 20. Now he is on his late thirties but still a very dangerous man. He stalks people he doesn't like and I was so scared he's gonna wake up and murdered me! But luckily he was heavily sedated. The nurse that I handed over this morning was very scared because they are going to wake the patient up and take the tube out and we don't know what his behaviour will be. Anyway, I need to go now I am going to work and I still need to look for birthday gifts for grandma. Ciao!